This is a frustrating area for me - I have so much trouble with organizing. I've tried many systems and read self-help books and I can't seem to follow them. They just make me more upset and bothered with myself. Sometimes I can make a list, but then I forget where I put the list. The harder I try the more disorganized I get. I get very angry with me for being scrambled. Seems it just shouldn't be SO hard to keep things straight. I live with a high energy, high functioning spouse and it makes me feel even more stupid when I forget stuff.

Seems like my alters do a lot of confusion on purpose. We were not supposed to tell on them, so to keep my mouth shut, I had to do stuff to keep me in the dark. Now that I want and NEED to keep it together it is even harder to be orderly. Feels like self-sabotage to me. GRRR

Spacee Pixie - (something's messed up and I can't use my smilies and I miss them. They say so much with so little.) GRRR