Hi Leslie & Gentle Pixie

I'm not techno-smart either. I crash my computer a lot. I'm clueless when it comes to these stupid things. And it's like my brain just doesn't take in any new information what so ever. I have a hard time just talking IRL conversion. I put in words that don't belong. Just like my brain gets spitting out words on it's own. Like someone is finishing a convo from last week or something. Gets to be to hard to talk to anyone, so i just don't talk to ppl IRL. Think ppl believe i'm rud or something, just to hard to physically talk. just something to add to my frustrations.

i'm so so better. well at least i thought I was getting some better. but I started having visual hallucinations again. makes me want to close up even more.