I'm having an extra hard time with this today.

I'm under a lot of stress, I think. Too many big feelings. Now I see it's 8:53 at night, and I have so much lost time today. I remember flashes of the day - went on a hike this morning, had a birthday party for my youngest from 2 to 4. Left some messages with T but don't know what I said or how many I left. The past few hours are pretty much gone.

It makes me feel really confused and I don't like it.