((((((sevenandahalf))))) (((((bchlyn))))))

Feeling so horrible today, I keep hurting myself, I can't seem to stop..
I went in hide in the bathroom and cryed, I haven't been sleeping very well...all my distractions are useless...I'm trying to fight it right now and I'm losing. I ffeel so lost, can anyone find me?? Can anyone tell me I"lll be okay becasue i don't thingk I will every be okay...I am split in tow there is fake em that smiles fro everyone Irl's sake and then there is bad me that is always sad, always hruting always angry always frightnend...pariond today, everyting is makeing me jump, I feel like everyone is watchign me...scared...I'mm so scared..