I saw T today.

I went in expecting to feel totally disconnected after the weird phone message, but to my surprise, I felt the usual connection right away. I just laid down on the couch and jumped right in.

I did tell him that he sounded WAY weird on his phone message and I know he "got" what i was saying when I described it to him.

But it was a really good session. AND I did manage to make it through yesterday without cutting, so that was a bonus. We got into some new stuff, related to the anger, but it was okay. I felt like he was hearing me, and taking care of me, and looking out for me, and helping me.

I really appreciated everyone's support yesterday. It helped ALOT in a really rough patch.