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I somethings play the tape forward and imagine my kids posting on a forum such as this someday in the future because they had a mother that couldn't work through her pain...thats what gives me the drive to want to remedy my problems so I can give them a chance?

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That's a good way of motivating oneself... but in this case... it's not about my own issues but about my son's. It's such a struggle helping him right now.