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Old Mar 15, 2005, 09:32 PM
dayzee9 dayzee9 is offline
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Hi! It rang a lot of bells for the "overview" of my "life's progress & accomplishments" I have all this great education in psych nursing (& general nurse); working as a crisis counselor for years; survived being in the Army just so I could "save the world" (as psych specialist); spoke to the masses on lecture circuit panels about AODA, ED, and etc....ending with how "Life gets so much better! Afterall, I'm a SURVIVOR!" People were awed at the grand hurdles I have "cleared"

What do I have to show for it? I'm an unemployed psych LPN; still plagued w/ many PSY conditions; living in Public Housing; on SSI....and still in therapy?

What I have to show for it is THIS!!! (((I AM STILL ALIVE!!)))) Getting out of bed is a MAJOR effort; I'd rather stay there forever sometimes....just pull the covers over my head....but...IF NOTHING ELSE!!! I AM a SURVIVOR!
(which I cannot say about quite a few of former PSY friends who are now 6 feet under)

((((WantsToFly))))) I see you still posting for yourself, but mostly for others, almost on a daily basis...
You keep trying to help others..........

You're with people, you care (something that's getting harder and harder to find in this world) The hours aren't the greatest; the pay isn't the kind that will pay your rent; but the greatest accomplishments in life, I have found...you can't frame & put on your wall to show off. You give constant hope (regardless of personally needing something like Effexor -me, too - just to walk over to your computer) You are giving others hope.

What you give, like you do alot! Will sustain your belief in love, life & possibly find another "door" to somewhere else in your future...and that's gospel!

I'll be looking for your future postings, as usual...

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