Thanks all. I'm not that worried about the addiction properties. Maybe I should be more concerned about that, but I trust my T and pdoc to help me make sure that doesn't happen.

I would actually prefer something I could take a low dose of regularly rather than having to make the call whether to take a med or not. I don't want to have to constantly be thinking whether a situation I'm in will cause enough anxiety to justify taking a pill. Probably part of my anxiety that I'd always be second guessing when to take it. I made an apt for Wednesday and I'm very curious how it is going to go and what pdoc will suggest.

My T is going to call pdoc to beforehand. I'm glad T offered to do that, sometimes in an apt its hard to get all the important stuff communicated, I think T will give her some good background/professional opinion.