yes pink they are 3 of my lovebirds babies... they had 5... they keep me busy.... they are peach face and started hatching on fathers day... i am hoping they will be ready to go to their new homes soon.... but i will miss them.

ok ..so what i am struggling with is... when i have the urge to cut... and i do things to distract myself... or even keeping my safety plan... i feel like i am ignoring what is triggering the urge to begin with... but if i try and look at it when i am in the middle of it all... the chance of being able to get through without following through is slim to none... i feel like i am going in circles.

i just want to get this all under control again... and it feels like it's anything but ... i really feel the "need" to cut right now... so i am going to take a xanax and hopefully go to sleep... how is that processing anything.

lyn