I had a good night tonight for once. Well, kind of anyway.

Went biking and etc with bf for like 3 hrs. Aside from a TON of stupid thoughts i had (and kept to myself), and being harrassed by some wanna be vigilante for the cops, it was great.

Of course now, everything's crashing back down. The super low mood, the nothing matters thinking, no energy, no desire to do anything and all the rest of that bs.

What does one do? I think i'm on day 16 now of the freaking Prozac. I'm not feeling any better. Don't know if it's not working at all or if it's slowly working and i don't notice.

I have noticed these stupid thoughts won't stop. If it's the pill causing them, will it stop on it's own or do i just quit taking them?

I'm just soooooo tired of all this. I was taking Effexor for 6 or 7 years before it quit working . And Cymbalta didn't do anything. It just slightly took the depression edge off. I don't like this waiting it out bit to see if this or that pill is right. And what happens if there is no pill that will or can help me out? Then what does one do?