I guess. i'm seeing her in a day or 2...for my 3rd session. Had a hard time talking to her last week. She suggested I write down what I hope to accomplish or something for this coming appt. But i can't. And have a feeling that if I don't talk, she's going to quit seeing me. And if i do talk, that i'll end up saying something stupid and get locked up. I have the feeling that if i really start talking, i won't be able to stop and will say the wrong things. I have to think of something i guess...I don't think i can even show her the stuff here without being paranoid about it.