Hi Pegasus,
It took me awhile to realize that ALL people feel just like we do, but sometimes it gets very extreme for us cos of the gaps and splits inside us.
So, we are not weird or "all wrong". We all got naughty child parts that want to be bad and maybe want someone to put limits on us and keep us safe from ourselves.
I can feel my naughty Pixie giggling in the back of my mind. She thinks shes SO radical, completely extreme!
I like my bad pixie side, I just can't let her run my show or I'd be in some very uncomfortable situations. Sometimes its enough to just imagine all the stuff I'd like to do to bug the uptight people in my life.
They aint never gonna squash me down, I won let em! So, there!!!
HEY SOMEDAY I'M GONNA RUN THE WHOLE SHOW. PHBLEWWW! THAT'S A RASPBERRY!!!! YEA ME!!! WHOO HOO!!!
NOBODYS GONNA GET RID OF ME, EVER, EVER, EVER!!!!!