not sure where this belongs but i just wanted to say that im through with people and there hypocritical, backstabbing ways, i refuse to let my self get sucked in to any more of it, from know on the only people i love and trust are my familywhich consists chuldren, parents and one other person. i dont expect any replys to this i dont expect anything, im just really angry mostly at my self for trusting people and i needed to vent, im sorry for bothering anyone who may for some reason read this. from now on im just gonna be the mom and the daughter and whatever it is i am with this other person, but mainly and always i will be the mom, that is why i was born and that is what i live for my baby is the world the air the love and the trust in my life, i will raise them and they will grow up and have wonderful lives and one day when im 90 and my grand kids are playing in the yard i will sit back and think i did that i experenced that and loved everyminute of it. that will be a great day looking back at my childrens life and watching them grow up and have familys of there own and watching them grow up. my family is my world, i love them so much. sorry for the rambling probably didnt make any sense sorry for that, but i need to talk.