I feel theres a very angry scared little girl inside of me that is stamping her feet and clenching her fists and screaming GGrrrrrrrr unyet at the same time shes curled up in a ball crying wanting to know how to not be afraid..but afraid to admit she doesnt know evlerything and afraid to admit she hasn't got a clue at times...can't, can't., can't show that!! ggrrrr and stamp, stamp stamp!