(((((((((((((((((((((((( jinnybaby ))))))))))))))))))))))
Your love, strength and friendship helps me so very much, thank you my friend! You are right, I am strong, at least most of the time. And yes, it is his loss......but at the same time, I can't help but wonder, "what if". I try hard not to think that way...and most days I am successful at moving forward and not thinking about the what if's about us. Now I'm trying to put my focus on "me" and the "what if's" as it pertains to the here and now

It's slow going some days, but I'm getting there!

sabby