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hard time holding onto and even remembering things that have made me upset ..

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LOL,,, I have no trouble remember stuff that pisses me off.

Now that I think about it... I should keep an Evidence That I Cared List. Because I have an image of myself as someone who is cold and uncaring. My friend the other day mentioned to me how helpful and supportive I've been to her this summer and I was like...REALLY? I think sometimes I do things and don't realize that what I was doing was in fact "caring." I am totally clueless when it come to relationships. I feel like I was just plopped on this planet at age 40.

Here is something else that my T said that I would kind of like to hear more often...whether she really meant it or not.

"I am glad you returned."