IDK if this will trigger but warning just in case.



I don't feel human, I just feel like a disorder Who am I in this? I'm them, they're me, we're all separate but the same person. Some say do this, some say do that, I can't tell what I'm thinking no more, what people want me to think, what to do. I'm an adult, but I'm still a child inside, I feel like it's back then but it's 2008.

Too much confusion too much chaos. Are they parts of me or am I just a part or something else. I think I know all of me then there's someone I missed, but am I just another part, do they all know who I am, so lost. Is it stupid to be lost in yourself (but is it even myself?).

Am I me or am I them? Why do I have to be like this? I feel crazy I feel weird why can't I be a "normal" adult I don't know what I feel.

I barely know what I'm saying too confused too switchy sorry.