I hear so many comments in my head everytime something happens, I feel like running or throwing up my hands and just hiding. How can all this be real?
What did I do?
I want to be mom/wife but all the comments made to me make it so hard, I'm fighting all the time, NOt Fair!
I feel more of that, is cool but so hard.
I see things so differently all the time, how do I make sense?
I tell my part not to comment but did anyways, Not fair.
So if I continue to comment when not right will always be BAD!
I'm feeling tormented. I've always tried so hard to be right or good and all the while I was fighting a lossing battle. Parts arn't right or good right now, to mad, to messed up.
All alone in this struggle, sept for you all, but no T to make things right, prob never will be either. So I'm stuck like this, Back and forth back and forth again and again...
Would be o.k,. if I knew what to do but don't, Oh I hate not knowing that upsets me cause I want to fix