my therapist asked me if i would consider going to a support group for eating dissorders lead by her collegue..... i am kind of scared ...i am not the stereo type of persons with an eating disorder i am not thin by any means and i am afriad of what people in the group will think if i come i am kind of afraid they will think i don't belong.....i have gone from compulsive eating to bulemia to bulemia and resticting .... i have lost a hundred lbs in the last year but i am still over weight ..... and am obsessed with wanting to be thin at any cost.... but it isn't just that i don't feel i deserve food .... when i eat i feel as if it is a luxury not a need for survival.... it is confusing ..... i don't know what i am going to do .....does anyone have any thoughts....
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i was diagnosed with DID 4 years ago although sometimes i deny this disorder.
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