Thanks everyone.
Just gets too hard... who am I, do I matter in this grand scheme of things. Is it "my" life, or am I just a player, I've never been in control and this doesn't help

I think I know all of me and then I discover I don't, why can't I just be one person instead of so many. I don't feel human, I feel like this is all my fault, that no one understands and I'm stuck talking to myself