Oh, I know this is very hard for you, Griffe, sometimes I feel so much like this myself. I want everything to just smooth out and quiet down. I don't want to be the way I am...sometimes.

Then my Counselor helps me remember why I am this way and that it saved my life and my sanity. There are reasons, good reasons. This is a creative self-defense. If our choice was this or insanity we are so luckyy that it turned out this way.

OK, sure sometimes I feel really bummed over the crazy committe inside my head that can't agree on too much of anything.

I really do sympathize. I hope you can feel better soon. I wish things could settle for you and your parts. They are you and you are them and all of you are just OK!

Us Pixies, good and bad