Earthmama,

I've heard others who are split say things just like that - or maybe I just read it about being split. I'm sure its very disconcerting when things like that happen to you. For some reason I don't do that, and I'm glad - I do enough stuff that makes life weird.

I do things and they're clear and then I switch and they disappear in my head somewhere and I get really cloudy. It seems to happen like that when I see my counselor and when I'm doing things with my husband or family. It doesn't take much stress to get fuzzy. All of us get mixed up perceptions, its part of who we are. Hiding like this kept us going for a long time as kids and its just that it doesn't serve well for being adults some times. But we're still here and that's what matters, right?

Leslie and Mariah

Hugs Earthmama