HI Again,

I have been in various 12 step programs for addiction issues and things like co-dependency.

I attended a very good program called Celebrate Recovery at the church I attended. I got free from pain pill addiction, which was great.

However I also got burned out from letting people push me into too much leadership positions, beyond my level of genuine recovery.

SO, all that to ask this, Do any of you work a recovery program and have you found a sponsor who accepts you as someone with DID/MPD????

My sponsor at Cel. Rec. accepted that I was split, even though she didn't understand it up until a certain point. I let some angry alter write an email and this sponsor wrote back and said my alters were from satan and I needed to get rid of them. SHE HURT ME REALLY BAD!!!

I need to be back in a structure of some kind. I'm in an empty nest situation, and unable to work physically and I quit going to the church after that problem and burn-out. So, I'm getting too isolated and its beginning to scare me.

Gee, now I feel really dumb for writing all this. I don't want to be labeled a freak or a flakey person around here, too. If I get too many more rejections I'm afraid I really will turn into a hermit!!!

Why do people like that keep hurting me. I didn't do anything too freaky and she just blew me off. rats. Sorry I rambled on so much.

Bye from the stupid, freaky pixie nobody can like