Please don't apologize. It IS hard to post that kind of stuff. REALLY hard. But we will all still accept and love you, you will survive it, and it will be easier to talk about it next time.

The only way out is through. We have to talk about this stuff or we'll never ever be free from it.

(((((((((((((((((((((((((( purplebutterfly ))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

You are very brave!