ty lenny. I cant love myself ... because i've never been loved for who i am .... only who i portray with the happy mask .... if i'm myself i'm scared ... i dont even know myself ... i have a lot of love to give but not to myself .... when you've been told you're useless all your life,or childish or wrong etc etc etc where does self love come from. My feelings have never been validated ever ......

my t is trying to teachme, or talk to me about loving me .... i wish i could .... some parts of me i like, but i cant find love

i cant help it, i try, please understand i try so hard .... but it aint happenin.

i didn't see your reply lenny either so here's a big hug (((((((((((((((((((((((((Lenny))))))))))))))))))0

((((((((((((((((((((Fuzzy))))))))))))))))))))

me/her/whoever