((((( muffy )))))) Thank you for sharing your experiences with your son!

You're a wonderful mother! I'm sorry you've had to go through similar events as I have. Reading your words I can tell that you're doing all in your power to help your son to adapt to life's challenges. It's so very hard- yes! Being a mother to a special needs child is rough. To connect with mothers in similar situations makes one feel less alone. Thank you for being one of these mothers!

I love my son so much and I'll never ever give up fighting for his future.
Right now it's a matter of "live or day"... which scares me so much. (so hard to write about this)
He's such a physically strong boy too... which makes it hard to keep him from harming himself or us. The good thing is that I still manage to reach him now and then. I try to really use those times to guide him and let him know he's loved. Pen and paper are such great tools!

He put his hands around my throat again this morning... really really hard. He NEED to find ways to control his anger by getting it out in other non-harmful ways. We've tried many strategies concerning this. Just have to keep thinking and searching for a way that works.

I'm just so drained right now...