Chal I gave up on other jobs. I am now empolyed at Rallys. My grandma and sister will no doubt talk down to me b/c I am working in fast food, but I need the money. My best friend, Brandi works there and shes bipolar. I know nearly all of the employees already working there so it won't be bad on my anxiety level. And, if Brandi can keep a job there even with her anger/manic days I think I should be ok. Here I go for $7 an hour....after Ive been making $9.95 for a yr now.

I feel like a failure. i don't mean anything against employees of food service, i am just pissed at myself for not doing any better than giving up.

Some days I effin hate me.