Hi In the Darkness;

You right people who never had to deal with real depression can't understand what we are going through. But don't let them upset you, just look at the source it's coming from and that they just are not aware of the pain and bad feelings we have. Just praise yourself each day for getting up and doing what you can and to heck with everything else, it will happen when the time is right, and friends will understand at some point.

Keep safe and try to be happy.