(((((((((((( squid )))))))))))))))

As a mother, my heart aches for the pain and loss you are feeling right now. I'm so very sorry for the loss of your beloved son.

It's been such a short time since your son passed. We all grieve in different ways, different times and with different feelings and thoughts. You are allowed to feel what you are feeling. A parent never wants to loose a child, we always think we will go before our children.

I think what agony wrote about is so very true. In time, I hope you will be able to put your focus on the time you had with him, not on the time he passed. In time, you will find the strength to embrace the memories of good times, of the love you shared for one another as mother and son.

For now, sometimes all you can do is muster enough energy to get out of bed in the morning and take one step at a time. You will get through this.....you will be a testament to your sons' memory by continuing to live your life in the best way possible. Let his love for you shine through in your heart and your mind. I'm sure he understands how you are feeling now, but hopes you will once again find peace, all in your time.

Bless you squid.


sabby