How does everyone else feel before they self-injure?
Or rather, while they do it?
I don't know, I guess I'm tired of people asking "Why did you do that again? What happened? Why were you so upset?" when the only answer I can give is that I don't know. That nothing happened. That I wasn't upset.
I, for one, actually am in a very calm, passive mood when I hurt myself, unless it's one of the more violent urges in which case I'm panicky.
But the point is that nothing actually has to happen, I don't know what my triggers are except for seeing a wound on someone else, and I was wondering if anyone else was like that.
Thanks :]
-Kanya
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