hi my last session was today. im mixed with emotion. I really liked going. My parents forced me into it, but after the first session, i enjoyed going and on my own, chose to go back. it has only been 7 sessions, but i really liked her. Today, she offered that i could call if i needed to....or come on the weekends. (im going to college about an hour away)..and i know she probably says that to everyone, but it felt good. Id like to call...but, i feel like i shouldnt. I dont know how id pay for the session that way...and that makes me nervous. My parents by my last session, didnt want me going anymore...they thought it was a waste. which is odd right?!...they send me then dont want me to go anymore?!. i wrote a few weeks ago about going to see someone in college, but ive decided not to. My T said that she thinks ill be okay and that she doesnt see any need for it, but if i was to really need to talk to someone, that talking to someone would be in my best interest. i want to go back to my T when i come home on breaks, but my parents would be so against that...and im too ashamed to ask....blah. sorry i just needed to ramble for awhile