I'm in the same boat as you, though it's only been a year out of the relationship for me. I feel like it's destroyed my capacity for love. I'm dating a girl right now and feel terrible because I know I'll never love her.

I just can't get over my ex. She's my first thought in the morning, my last before bed. I think of her many times during the day. I gave her my soul.

She doesn't care about me though. She's marrying some turd (filthy rich turd I should say) after six months of dating.

I can't bare to see her. I tried, and though it makes me so happy to see her, I know I'll be thrown back into despair after she leaves. I haven't been invited to her wedding which is probably a good thing. I don't think I could bare it.

I guess it's not too unusual to feel this way Bama. At least I hope not. Here's hoping we both can get over this.