I had one or two dogs for 30 years. Since 2003 is the first time I have felt unable to take care of me, no less a pet. I was blessed to be a part of doggie communities and to have found a loving home for each of my two dogs (one tended to abuse the other, so it was good they went to separate homes). I miss my animal friends. I also think that I'm about where I need to be, being forced to reach out to human beings, instead of withdrawing within to my animal household. I truly believe that I will have a doggie household again in a few years.