It makes sense to me. I was actually just thinking about this a few days ago. I would have to describe how I feel most the time and even now as being trapped in a dream that I cant wake up from. I feel kind of like I am a zombie sleepwalking. I have honestly had times before when I thought I was actually just in a very long dream waiting to wake up only realizing that I was already awake, even though it didnt feel like it. Ive been trapped in this dream for at least the majority of the past 5 years. Its sad though. I havent truly experienced anything for a long time.

Sometimes I sit there and realize that almost 6 years of my life has passed and I didnt experience any of it. I look around to a world that I dont recognize. Everyone is older and grown up around me now, Im an adult, I was just a little kid when I fell into this horrible dream now knowing that I wouldnt wake up for a very very long time. I missed most of Junior High, all of high school, and all of the past year and more. I missed most of the important and defining factors of my life and I have nothing to show for it at all. I have no skills, Im unemployed, stuck in a never ending bad dream. My family gave up on me, my friends left me, I have no girlfriend, no life. I wonder If Ill ever wake up.