I hate to think I've offended or hurt anyone, so I'd like to say I'm sorry.

Heres a short version of what I'm trying to say:

For about a year and a half, starting when I was 13, I had an addiction to pornography. I would spend 4 hours + looking at this stuff. This was revealed to my parents during a month long hospitalization for psychosis and depression, which resulted in restrictions, such as parental controls, being put on our computers. It hit me hard. I am now four months free of porn and almost 15. My doctors and my parents want to talk about taking the restrictions off our computers. It's very close to happening. But I feel a lot of hesistation. I don't want to slip back into a world where everything is dependant on one more picture or 15 more minutes. At the same time, I feel like I'm ready, and have been perfectly capable for a while. I would like some advice on this issue: do you think 4 months is way too soon, or is it just enough? Again, I'm sorry about any earlier comments or postings.

Thank-you.