((sabby))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))
I am so sorry this happened to you.
Its such a shocking thing when it brings it all back and you freeze.
Brings back all the sounds and memories.
Bacically puts you in shock mode
no its not a good feeling at all
My friend as you know i have been abused before.
Something i have a hard time talking about.
Just like you and so many others...
I do the sorta the same thing. Except I want to shrink to nothing.....
Just want it to stop....
if that make sense.