hi melmac and welcome! i understand not being scared, as it probably answers a lot of questions for you.

i also understand about feeling...something. with dissociation, feelings are compartmentalized, leaving us sometimes somewhat emotionally flat. did that make any sense? lol. feelings are the things that scare me the most. i want them, but i fear their intensity. i'm very glad you don't have that fear. that's a good thing, i think

again, welcome! it's great to meet you i'm a dissociator as well. in fact, i live with DID so i understand dissociation and its affect on daily life.

please ask any questions or post any concerns. i'm not saying that we'll have answers every time, but usually someone can relate and you'll always find good support!

have a great day!

kd