IG, i'm sorry. this is where you need to seek professional help. you think your thinking is completely logical and can't understand our not agreeing. i'll say this as kindly as i can. your thinking is not completely logical in the realm that you won't move on it to even accept suggestion or opinion. no one is right 100% of the time also, you seem to get alot of attention from putting yourself down, sometimes at the expense of others feelings here. there again, you're unbending. i will post only this one post, because i think posting more would only deteriorate your condition by you "digging your heels even deeper" into your disorder and feeding negativity in your posts and building your case on ugliness. i choose not to feed negativity. that's just not a good feeling. i feel as though i would be causing more harm than good.

i wanted to post this because i don't want you to think i'm ignoring you because i reply to alot posts but not many of yours and have for quite some time now. i'm far from ignoring you. i feel for you. however, you've proven yourself rigid and unbending, so i won't attempt to "bring you around".

i wish you well. i'll talk with you about the sun and moon, movies and how expensive they are, food, work, depression, etc.

thank you,