Thanks Em and Rapunzel.

Well I went back for my second appointment and liked the second counselor much better. I am going to have a one day assessment and then a "work evaluation period". It will be at Goodwill or something like that which is a little humbling as was having to describe my horrendous medical history and practically non-existent work history. But the good part is that I feel really good about it I think I may have to accept that the center of my life isn't going to be a career but just a job of some kind would be fine and I would feel freeer (sp?) to relax and put more energy into other areas of my life. For so long it has seemed like I was WAITING always always WAITING to finish school or find a career or a mate or something and I think .....I don't know what I think but I feel like my life is okay for now and now is all we get really.

Thanks for your replies. I was really stressed out about the appointment.