If you drink,,you will not only feel the physical pangs of detox as your liver filters the complex sugars but..

You will feel shame,,,and the terrible reality of having to begin again..

That is said to be the worst of all,,,the shame...and none I have ever heard report of such an expereince have ever said it was worth it...

Have fun splitimage,,enjoy your adventure but hold close the gift you have been given..

You can do this...and will be better for it..

Lenny