"Bleed Black" AFI

I am exploring the inside, I find it desolate
I do implore these confines,now, as they penetrate, "recreate me"
I'm hovering throughout time, I crumble in these days
I crumble, I cannot, I cannot find reflection in these days

If you listen, Listen, listen
Listen close Beat by beat
You can hear when the heart stops, I saved the pieces
When it broke, And ground them all to dust

I am destroyed by the inside, I Disassociate
I hope to destroy the outside, it will alleviate and elevate me
Like water flowing into lungs, I'm flowing through these days
As morphine tears through deadened veins, I'm numbing in these days
SO...

If you Listen, listen, listen
Listen close, beat by beat
You can hear when the heart stops, I saved the pieces
When it broke and ground them all to dust

I know what died that night, it can never be brought back to life
Once again, I know

This is one of my favorite songs, it just fits how and what my life is like.