(((((((earthmama)))))))
Within this one session, was rupture and repair. It was hard, but it ended well. You went from bad to good, which is a great direction to go in! I love how your T kept trying different things to help you. Until finally something worked. He's really resourceful and did not give up on you. I can tell he cares about you a lot.
It sounds like the presence of those other T's was what started the whole thing. Did you tell him that? Maybe in the future you can explore that trigger and work through it so it isn't so hard the next time.