another update
i just want people to know what i am going through in the hope that it may help some one else one day .
i have had another good day today.
yet again i took half a capsual last night. am i depressed ? i dont think so, i have managed to halve the pills and yet still not feel low, or am i just in remisson , could it be that after 15 years on this drug i am just addicted and my depression if i ever was depressed has benn supressed by this drug.
there are so many questions i ask myself that i just cant seem to answer,
maybe i;ll never find an answer, chicken and egg senario ?
for now i am happy to continue on my course to recovery from this drug slowly but surely i will beat it .