geekgirl...
I am worried to death about her. Admittedly all I want to do is run to her hold her in my arms, just talk and snuggle the way we used to.
And I know my e-mails to her are probably pretty pathetic and clearly I will back off. I don't want to come across as desparate. I guess the thing is I REALLY need a friend right now, more than you know. And, she is my best friend... I shared everything with her. I need someone very badly, just to talk to... help me sort things out. This board ahs been great in that regard, but there is nothing like that personal contact. I am just really afriad where my mind takes me lately and I really need somone right now.
And I doubt very much my ex girlfriend will ever find it in her heart to take me back. She told all her best friends for a reason. So that they would all know and so they would be all over her back if she ever took me back. That was the fatal blow.
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