Hey complic8d;

Please don't do anything like suicide, your kids and husband need you and before you say it, yes they do need you and no they wouldn't be better of without you. Call your therapist and let him/her know what your doing and how your feeling, and if you can't get ahold of him/her, please go to the hospital for help. You are too special and you will be missed by us and your loved one. Does your husband know what you're thinking? If not, tell him and have him take you to the ER!

Take care and hugs