I never want to go out and do things either but usually when I do it ends up being relatively enjoyable, except if food becomes a big issue. Why do people think you can't enjoy activities unless you are eating something? I hope you have some fun and feel like you are getting your mind off your troubles for a while.

I suggested to H that we should take our kids to the baseball game tomorrow night, but I haven't said anything to the kids yet in case I change my mind and don't want to go.....ugh.
let us know how bowling went, camel...