(((Hopefull1)))

Welcome to the board!

Have you thought about finding a therapist to talk to?

You've been through so much stress with the moving/job change/relationship that even rock of a person would have a tough time. Any one of those events are major life stressors, so please be kind and forgiving of yourself.

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The pain and suffering are leading me to a dark unhealthy place.

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Even if for a few sessions, it can be so healing to talk to someone who is just there for you. I never wanted to go to a therapist, but after my long term relationship ended, I found myself in a very dark place.

Having the extra support of a Therapist has been such a blessing in my life, and I am so thankful that I begrudingly started the process.

Please, care for yourself. No relationship is worth losing yourself over -- we are each unique and wonderful beings who deserve to find happiness. There is hope, Hopeful1!