My T took alot of notes the first session. Wrote things all over the page. Actually made me stop talkin so that she could write it down. She never took notes after that but always seems to remember things that I say, even things I dont remember saying. I know I have a file, she has said she will be putting like the letters I give her in the file but Ive never seen it.

Once when I was doing an internship in her office I couldnt resist the temptation and went looking for my file. I couldnt find it. I guess she knows Im always around and could go looking for my file so she keeps it at home or something.

One day Im gonna pluck up the courage to ask her to see it. I am so curious to see what insanity is in there.