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Yes my friend, it does hurt...so incredibly much.

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Even today, no one knows what all happened that night--and I do not know that they ever will. Is it even important? Does it really even matter?

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This is your story....your life. It will be completely up to you if you ever wish to tell the story, in part or wholly. No one would ever force you to do that, but there is always someone willing to listen should you decide to do so. What happened to you is definitely important...important to you as it was your experience, important to me, as I am your friend and I care very much about you, important to others, in the realm of knowing the person you have come to be in your life. Yes, what happened to you matters...it matters a great deal because YOU matter to me and a lot of other people.

We can share in some of your pain by what we ourselves have experienced in pain. Unless we share the exact same life and experiences you have lived, then no one can ever know or feel exactly what you feel inside. But we can be compassionate, we can be loving, we can be understanding and we can be a friend to one who we know is hurting beyond belief right now.

You and your lovelies on the inside are working so very hard to come together in ways none of you thought was ever possible. It is a testament to the kind of person(s) you are....the amount of hard work you put into yourself to heal and live each and every day as best you can. And like all of us...some days are just plain better than others.

You are allowed to be in pain. You are allowed to cry out in that pain. You are allowed to reach out for a warm hand to hold, a shoulder to lean on a hug to let you know that someone cares.

Much love to you my friend
sabby