She had attempted suicide on many occasions and she is now dead. I wish she wasn't gone.

I was helping her boyfriend plan missing person flyers, she'd been missing for two full days, and then the coroner came to notify him that his beloved partner had been found dead.

Oh my dear friend. I wish something had worked for you, something to ease your pain, something to help you choose life. I miss you.

I'm stunned, sad, and okay, I have good support.